so close to getting rid of everything

[link]

I'm pushing the last journal back cause t's almost a year old.

Nothing to report, just that I may spend more time on DA for now.
I'm kinda jaded on my other gallery, I think I just need a break from the drama that comes with being a fur, not to mention I haven't been much attention to my other 'arts' or something.

Course I'm too busy playing on my 3DS to pay much attention to anything else. Oh well.

*this page is mostly just commission info I'll link back to in the future*

All amounts are in USD, however, during payment, please send in CAD

my paypal is lupinrager[at]gmail.com
Please send a note to FA before
If I have accepted your commission then please send a $5 dollar deposit before hand. This $5 wll be taken off the final price, so
Sketch : $5 - deposit = 0
lineart: $10 - deposit = $5

As a customer, I respect privacy so please state whether or not it is okay to post online.

Sketch
$5 1 character
example:

Line Art (digital only)
$10

Color (flats)
$10 for simple color (single hue)


$15 for more color


reference sheets
$15 (flat colors only, colors are free, but must be mentioned if you want them)



Full color
$25
examples:


additional characters
$5 regardless of category

Backgrounds (I wouldn't advise them)
$7 dollars reglardless of category

eventually the categories may be retweeked in the future
*warning* I may not do your request depending on what you ask.

Okay Deviantart, it's April Fool's day, meaning you get to screw with us.
The last big thing that happened was the mudkips, that was all cool.

I mean, everyone loves mudkips. Mudkips rock.

But this year
ooooh man this year


you just had to go Twilight on a ton of us.
Shame on you, i thought you guys had decency and class.
But nooo, you had to go down this twisted path of sadism.
Wrenching the souls of those who trust you into tiny bits, and leaving the drained husks in the sun to crack.
Shame on you.

But I love the Gaga avi so all's well >w<


Happy April Fool's day all you suckers with the Twilight avis.

Deviantart really goes out of its way to make things needlessly complicated

[link]

if you have any questions
do not judge me

Okey Dokey, I was hoping to save this for later. But I see a wide opening in my schedule this month!

I'm gonna be holding my first round of commissions! Yay for Paypal
I'm still new to the commission process, so there might be mixups during the process.

So, to those more experienced with the commission process, please guide me!
I am listed under lupirager@gmail.com on paypal

since I'm not exactly a 'high demand' artist, especially on DA (if this was FA, it'd be a tiny bit different, but FA's server is down for now so DA members get first pick)

so I'll be taking 3 requests, this includes DA and FA.

the rates
since this is experimental, and christmas, these will be low rates.

sketches (tradtional)
$3
$4 (Inks)

sketches
(digital)
$3

additional characters

+$2
BG
+$2  

colors
+$2

adult
+$3

this will be the request form

name:
description (medium): (i.e. pencil sketch, ink, digital coloring)
description (subject): (please be very descriptive)
references: (links, images, etc)
memo: (extra info)

Of course I do have a limit to what I will draw. things are negotiable.
If you want me to draw someone else's characters, I need their approval (unless it's supposed to be a surprised)
and copyright characters are negotiable.

most likely requests on DA will be slow. So that gives lots of opportunities for FA...I hope

So here I am, laying in Vancouver, getting ready to start my first year of university at the unviersity of British Columbia

So far everything's been going smoothly, partially jet lagged. On the way here, they upgraded me from coach to business class! (Yes!)Yummy courses of different foods, tv that pops out from arm rest...leg space!


But I'm definitely gonna miss a ton of things from Indonesia, like great asian food (my last experience with Vancouver chinese wasn't that great.)
or pirated dvd and software for less than 5 bucks.
but most of all, my dog of 8 years; Big Ben.
I've had the golden retriever since he was a pup, and now that I'm gone, my parents (who don't really care for furry pets) are giving him away  a friend of a friend of my sister's.


On a side note, the track pad on my laptop is the most useless thing I have encountered about it so far.
Since UMAX doesn't have any drivers for VISTA I have to get a friggin new scanner, so expect a thinner flow from me.

clubcs
:iconanthro-alliaance:

nothing much, my beef with DA is over now, thanks to my bro

I want and need a new tablet. My choices are to not spend a single bit of my allowance till i can afford this $155 model I saw.
Or wait until May to get a second hand one, again.
Every tablet I've ever used was never mine. My tablet was a second hand one from my brother, and now this one is from my sister...

NEVER
...*cries*

I've been busy, my manga class is working on our final projects now. 16 pages to plan, sketch, ink, tone, etc
clubs

what I really hate right now is the way a lot of my favorite sites are changing their format for something new

DA somehow changed theirs so it's nit basic HTML anymore, and for some obscure reason, i can no longer browse galleries. None of the pictures load and at times nothing really loads, everytime I post a comment or submit a picture, I have to refresh the page to find out if it actually got through.

And it's not just DA, hotmail changed theirs to some F*cked up java script thing so I can't even open my mail anymore. I tried downloading the new Java, but that didn't change a thing.

I wish there was an option I could click that'll let me go back to basic HTML, like in Gmail, that's awesome.

clubs

Okay, here's the skinny

I've got to collect information about people and their chocolate preferences for my design class, so the thing is, I need you users out there to answer a few questions for me, which are outlined in this convenient jpeg!

[link]

Hope to hear your stuff

I've been gone for the past four days (since saturday evening for you westerners, sunday morning for you asians)
on a science expedition, into a group of isolated islands, with pristine blue water, white sand, renowned coral reefs, blue clear skies...

and thank god that's over...no more sharks, poisonous fish, poisonous snails, sea urchins, deadly coral, freezing water and giant monitor lizards, no more crusty rubber shoes with blisters, no more disruptive fins, unappreciative teachers...blah blah blah

still trying to find energy to balance my life, so far so good, settling into a groove. School...dammit

I make no promises...

my sister is visiting me for a few weeks before I jet off, and I managed to check out her recent published comic; Shakespeare's Hamlet: the manga edition. check it out [link]
plug aside...

hi

Rules:
1: Post these rules.
2: People tagged must post 8 things each about themselves in their journals.
3: Tag six people and post their icons on the same journal.
4: Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5: No tag-backs.

1. Sometimes I wish my family wasn't who they are
2. I am everything I never wanted to be when I grow up
3. I have managed to pass a few exams with little to no studying (even managed a solid A once, no study time)
4. I can never ever save money, if I get my weekly allowance, I can let it build all week but spend over 3/4 of it in an hour, mostly on food
5. I never ever comment cause I am intimidated and don't want to sound annoying or stupid, more often than not, i regret what I wrote
6. my problem isn't procrastination, it's just plain forgetting I had to do something
7. I'm sometimes jealous of the families you see on America's Home Videos.
8. I hate summer vacation, and really long vacations in general...at least from school

people I tag!




(who's pretty much moved from DA)
and uh...
shit...
the only way I'd have enough friends to tag and not double tag them is to combine my FA friend list...
Hell, 2 of the 5 I tagged are pretty much MIA

clubs

It sucks


In other news...
TV SUCKS
THE INTERNET SUCKS
YOU SUCK (now)!!

Fur affinity has been down for the past few weeks
I think I'm going crazy from lack of FA
I had a dream last night that they actually got the new servers installed and it came back online, I managed to get on for 5 seconds...
as soon as I woke up, I checked my computer to see if it came back...no such luck

Thanks to My sister
I am addicted to Transformers animated! I think I may be a bigger fan of this version than G1....nah....maybe....
I have been shown the wonders of Robot Chicken!
I have been blessed with the presence of Hyper Police!
and there's The Legion of Superheroes, that's pretty good.

I've been going to the gym several times a week, I'm growing man muscles! XD
Except for the gut, still too fat.

4 more weeks than school! *sob*

clubs

Okay, so many of you may be aware of the Square-Enix and DA contest for their latest game "The World Ends With you"

I tried to get to join...oh well

I was so happy they decided to push back the date, I was able to workmore, but the week extra didn't do much, I colored 1...2...3..8 drawings in a span of 4 hours, my hands and attention span can't take more!

Check em out when you can!

I know I won't win, but hey, it's fun to just participate, get my name out there and practice concepts and deadlines and what not.
NOISE (enemies)
Waster (A.k.a Gloo-lem)
[link]
Drifter
[link]
Stalker
[link]
Dragster
[link]
Villains/ heroes / NPC
Male "Noise maker"
[link]
Female "Noise Maker"
[link]
Male "Noise Maker 2"
[link]
NPC girl
[link]
NPC girl + original concepts
[link]

I bet I would make a great dictator...yeah

I wish I was a super hero vigilante who doesn't care about the law, i detect crime and do some REAL damage.

In other news: I'm addicted to spicy eggplant.

Well, I'd say this was a record, I've been able to keep my happy up for week.

In other news, I have very violent urges, like I feel like I could jam a knife into someone's neck with no worries, in fact,

I'm considering hiding a razor in my pockets.

I haven't been able to do ANYTHING!!My lack of motivation is reaching an all time low, I can't even walk into the kitchen

without 5 minutes of mentally saying "I will" and having my legs not move.It's already a huge psychological problem.
I think I seriously need psychiatric help, I almost spazzed at my parents, and they don't deserve it.
and recently I've been pretending to be a sadistic russian military leader who rapes people...yup. I'm twisted.

As if playing the maid in a classic russian play was bad enough (especially since there was a scene where I got sexually harrassed by this guy, I was supposed to scream but only a wheezy 'eek' came out.)
Hopefully this "Cognitive behavioral therapy thing I'm learning about helps. but it probably won't since my angst is pretty general, and shallow. *sigh*

I don't even remember the last time I had a good night's sleep, it's either too late, big project the next day, too warm, too cold (maybe not). And my parent's keep nagging me about college, sure it's high time that I actually choose one, but I don't know, I still feel very rushed. One of my biggest worries is leaving and fending for myself, I've grown too dependent on people, for chrissakes, I can't remember how to use a washing machine.

hrrrm...I've got a headache...

in good news, I finally can describe depression and anguish (a little project I've been having for a while), it's either like

a large empty pit opening inside, or a pressure around your chest that makes breathing really difficult. I wonder if there's a physiological link to that.

Well, I guess for some "good news"
today is my sister's birthday, (www.mentacle.deviantart.com) That's good, i got her a revoltech starscream. Speaking of which, a few weeks ago there was a large toy, and comics fair. Way more expensive than the last one I went to. I brought in like, double my weekly allowance, and my sister's gift drained 40%.

I couldn't find the really rare, Swat Kats action figure of razor anywhere (T-bone's gettin' lonely )
The playstation2, DDR, and the PS3 don't give nearly the same joy as before.
and I think my computer's processor is busted. Soon I'll get a laptop and be done with it.
I can't seem to play a song on my IPOD for 40 seconds before it stops.
and strangely, I hear a woman singing...like..RIGHT NOW...creepy.
My hearing is going, great, as if the endless stomach pains and headaches weren't enough

I came out to my best friend last week, he seemed okay with it, I just don't see myself doing it again in the near future.

Sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to, but it's usually annoying people (not you Dire) asking about homework or shit. That's why I really hate being in too different time zones.

Well, enough of this pity party, I'm off to binge and get fatter.

I haven't been terribly emo for a while, so I need to get rid of the emo journal.

Though I still like to randomly run scissor blades on my arm...

It's exam week, and yet I'm so relaxed. =w=

lol

I played portal, and I love GLaDOS!
and the droids! sooo kyoot! =3=

my file in Assasin's creed is down. T_T

okay, I have nothing important to say anymore

clubs